tommytwotoes

Is there some secret that I just don’t know about ?

I am a consistent loser up there the last month or so. I keep telling myself that hey it will turn around or that hey I am only one big hand on several trips from being a big winner up there. But when ? When will it turn around?

I know that many will read this as me just complaining. And maybe I am . But I really need to turn this tide. I am sitting here at 3:45pm on labor day. and i ma thinking about heading up to Winstar. The things that are rolling through my mind are:

“Do I want to do this?”

“Why go up there and play if I know I am going to lose, or think that I am likely going to lose?”

and my personal favorite… the ride home after losing…. “the Winstar ride of shame sucks”, I think maybe it sucks cause you feel defeated and feel beat down … not really at the current loss , but at the thoughts that you have during that hour… you know when you say “I am never going back”, ” Fucking suck outs!”, “Fucking Donkeys!”… But those comments are not the answer.

The Answer is simply I make mistakes. Mistakes in my play that lead to losses greater than they should be.

“I’m not a player I just crush a lot.” — Big Pun

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